depression is when you don’t really care about anything
anxiety is when you care too much about everything
and having both is just like whatHaving both is staying in bed because you don’t want to go to school and then panicking because you don’t want to fail. Having both is wanting to go see your friends so you don’t lose them all, then staying home in bed because you don’t want to make the effort. Having both is insanely hard and sucks to deal with.
Like you need people but can you really put pressure on them to deal with you when you’re like this? Like your world is going to come crumbling down and you feel it to be inevitable so can do nothing but watch it happen.
I miss college, where my friends were minutes away instead of miles if I needed to share physical space with some of the right people.
I see a lot of posts telling asexual folk that it’s okay to have sex and to even like sex. And it is okay!
but i havent seen any posts saying it’s okay to be sex repulsed. And I know a lot of folk who feel bad about being sex repulsed. Well, it is 1000% okay to sex repulsed or to dislike sex or to never have it for whatever reason. It’s all okay.